insecurities

2006-05-07T04:49:00.000-07:00

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you &I swear I still do

I want never ending supply of chocolate chip cookie dough for my birthday.

Goooosh what a shitty week at school. But bio &history lessons can cheer anyone up mannn.
Mr Firhad: Vincent what is the name of the membrane!?
Vincent: The membrane..
Irsyad: Membranese :DDD
Jerome: Dawn i think i'm gonna fart soon
Ah mok shawn tannn bryan: Chopri batisaaaah chopri batisaaah!

I love my affiliations :) Ah pek salonpas gang! Tonggg :D G! 645 " Belle beauty snow white cinderella & ah kua :DDD Tongtongchiang aaah! &China woman chiang mai construction worker jakarta maid(:

2006-05-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down

I'm gonna miss alllll of you soo much! ): Girlfrienddd & I gonna steal an illegal wooden sampan & row all the wayyy to Pulau Ubin to save all of you man! While wennn joanna & zhang hui mei stay on shore to guard! :DDD

Tongtongchiang aaah (:

The Unbeatables IV (:

My crazy pig;s in Sabah right now (:

Boyfriend &Girlfrienddd :D

Choo &Dan breakup already! Whoops :DDD Choo & 'CHABBI CHABBI' , I love alotalot! (: You've found your other higggh!

2006-04-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss

Thanks alot alot alot choo &siewyi for bringing me to pacific plaza & to whisma taka heeren cine centrepoint &to some scary ulu sleazy back of hotel place to catch a cab back.

I'll marry the person who can bring me to sesame street to kidnap elmo &take him home.

*&^%$#! Dawn don't feel shitty all over again, la pleaseee. Rrr &^%$#@!

2006-04-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

TAAAAA, I don't usually say things like this BUTTTTT, I LOVE YUYANG! (: LOVE HIS I-DON'T-USUALLY-SMILE-BUT-WHEN-I-SMILE-DAWN-THINKS-I'M-CUTE SMILEEE (: &HIS MR-DAO-BUT-CAN-BE-NICE FACEEEE (: aiyoo, this is soo public mannn!

Rrr, school starrrts tmrw! Soo fasttt lah. Butttt the thought of Choo &Dan makes me smileee! (: SIEWYI WE'RE CRAZY LAH. I think Sihui is saaaad cus her bennn going NS or something! Ahh, don't be saaaad. You sad, I saaaad ): Amy cockroach mamma baabbby, you toooo! I be upset with you ,LA KAY! &Thomas, I want those nice nice make your fingers go zoom songs, fasterr!

Yay Yuyaaaang! Sharts, I don't like school LAAAARH.

2006-04-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry

Joanna's birthday was such a happy occasion! Had the chance to spent a really really fun time with the girls :D lovee them soo much (:

Tadaa! :D Siewyi, Joanna birthday girl! (: Julien choo sooophia & me! (:

Snuck Billy in & gave Joanna a surpriseee (:

Tallest to shortest! :D Sooophia siewyi julien joanna choo & me! (: haha, shut up :D

Was on the phone with sooophia & amy last night. Like 5-6 hours?. Was talking bout everything under the moon. Then sooophia disappeared, bet she fell asleep :D anyway, sooophia you'r my crazy baby larh okay!. Thanks for your shoutout very touching! noo, i can't say 'she me' anymore it's becoming a habit! haha, & i'm not a muscle lady lah?! huh! haha (:

~~Jiejie~~,you may or may not be reading this but.. I'm really disappointed. & sad. like huh!? Of all people. I expected you to treat me with a little more respect. I thought i could prove them wrong, but now i just can't believe i can't even be compared to them.

2006-03-25T21:10:00.000-08:00

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade and wondering what's real

Nothing's been going well lately.

You're not being how you used to be. Can't believe how much i trusted you just months ago. & i don;t even know whether to be glad or upset. Yeah, you're much happier now i suppose. aah well, good for you.

On the brighter side of things, there's always joanna sooophia siewyi julien amy! &chooo, we really gotta get on with it already. I mean seriously, when was the last time all of us even had a proper conversation &laughed the whole night together? Like you said " conversation has run dry. It's been more than a year since the making of miloss :D &whining. I'm not saying we should forget bout all those fun &crazy times but at least we should make an effort to be happy &smile a little (:

Jiejie, i know now we're like soo much closer now &even though we disagree on almost everything, quarrel like 5 times a week but you're still so good to me. Wanting to buy this and that for me &bring me here and there. Gotta thank jon for you being so full of life :D Wish i can feel as happy &excited bout everything too,but i'm really messed up now.

&I'm a little grateful to someone who's been irritating me for the past week. Not that i mind or anything. Just that your sickening conversations crack me up like anything.

amy amy! me you &choo seriously have to do some catching up this week! (: we miss you soo much. pleasee cheeer ):

julien is soo cute & nice man! we g'na have primary 1E gathering kay! :D

ahha crazy sister screaming out hokkien songs /

2006-03-12T23:27:00.000-08:00

When shadows paint the scenes
Where spotlights used to fall
And I'm left wondering
Is it really worth it all '

The feeling is indescribable /